Tuesday, May 10, 2011
IN SEARCH OF RETURN
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
CHRISTMAS 2010
So before Halloween and Thanksgiving have even arrived, I wish YOU a Merry Christmas!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
SANCTUARY
SANCTUARY
She reclines against the curve of the crescent moon
with her back nuzzling the smooth arch of the pale yellow
One of her legs slips over the edge, lazily swinging back and forth
until the toes on her delicate foot make contact with a star,
delightfully sending it streaking across the midnite sky
leaving a trail of glittering bits of stardust in its wake
The stretch of her smile brightens her softly illuminated face
She is completely at ease in the cradle of the indigo nite,
safely tucked away from the chaos of the world below
Basking in the solitude with time to explore the regions of her mind,
she gazes at the wide expanse of bedazzling nocturnal jewels
that she can catch and balance on the tip of a slender finger
before shooing them away with a puff from her pursed lips
This celestial abode is all hers for these treasured hours
©Nikki
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
QUIET AGONY
Thursday, April 29, 2010
EIGHT
it was just the right age
when the wind was surely
strong enough to lift me skyward
and magazine ladies with parasols
were the epitome of a plush life
the entire world consisted of a mile
of charming houses and abundant flowers
familiarity was a comfort and a curse
the restlessness of wanderlust crept in
compelling me to try to meet the setting sun
instead opting for the safety of the known
i watched enthralled as mother painted her lips
and carefully slid silk stockings up her legs
the dangly earrings clipped to her ears
captivated me with their every sway
little girls like me wanted to be her
father was tall and strong and handsome
with his pressed suits and crisply tied ties
his scolding voice could jar me to my toes
yet his laughter and love were plentiful
little girls like me wanted to marry him
sisters were alternately loathed and cherished
the best of playmates and harshest of critics
a constant presence or annoyance in the house
but a welcome addition to neighborhood games
of kick the can and red rover and tag
it was just the right age of innocence and wonder
just the right time...
to be eight
~nikki~
Monday, March 8, 2010
DANCE OF THE DEMONS
I am a dreamer. Whenever I sleep and be it for an hour or five, I dream. I suppose I should clarify that the dreams I have are NEVER pleasant ones. There is always pain, sadness, horror, or extreme melancholy attached to the vivid dreams. And I recall these dreams when I awaken. The feelings the particularly nightmarish ones bring to me often linger throughout the day.
I know when my dreams turned to this type. I know why they did. I do not know why they continue to chase me. Maybe I do not want to know.
This is my poem about these dreams.
Dance of the Demons
He stood beside the bed ever watchful
Her head lay comfortably on the pillow
Silken strands of hair splayed onto the bed
Sleep had overtaken her quickly for once
And in repose, her features had softened
The perfect portrait of contented slumber
Deception had again presented itself to him
The vile torments of her dreams were alive
Clawing at her mind relentlessly and painfully
The never-ending assault of unknown demons
Carrying on in glee at the distress they caused
Agonizing her when peacefulness was her wish
His brow grew furrowed as he moved closer
Her breathing was becoming more irregular
The slender fingers tightly grasping the sheet
That tranquil appearance on her face dashed
Replaced by twisted grimaces of raw despair
Agitation was palpable in the dark of the room
The phantasms continued their cruel shredding
Ripping into her brain with wild abandon
Planting the seeds of doubt and hopelessness
Perversely relishing the molestation of her reason
Thriving in the place they could not be touched
Their home without any rules or restraints
She clutched at the false safety of her covers
Trembling and gasping for much-needed air
In the cloudy realm between sleep and awake
Tears flowed in steady streams from clenched eyes
Hearing the drumming beat of a frightened heart
Watching a replay of the haunting images
He pulled her into the harbor of his strong arms
Providing solace and warmth to ease her anguish
Ever questioning the contents of her nightmares
Knowing the powerful havoc they wreak on her
The weight of the nitely occurrences she carries
And always aware of her determination to endure
Nikki